why did you come to planet Earth?

[AnthroHeart]

Thanks Lycen. I've had my fair share of darkness in this life, so I'm all for seeking the light now. I've come to a certain understanding behind my mental imbalances. I believe this understanding is helping me to live a more fulfilling life. I used to mope around the house. Now I feel a joy inside. It's not quite Creator's joy, for that amount of joy (which I have felt once in my life) is far too much for me to handle all at once. When you experience Creator's love, feelings of unworthiness can be magnified. It's easy for me to feel unworthy. Many times in life I have made peace with myself. I have found several places of rest. I seek some spiritually, and then plateau for awhile. Then I face parts of my darker self. I think I've faced my dark self enough for my level of comfort in this life. But if Creator wants me to face more darkness, then I shall be ready at some point in the future. The pure love that I have felt certainly is humbling. I appreciate your recognition of me.

The emotion behind this song is how I feel right now: http://www.wimp.com/singhallelujah/