why did you come to planet Earth?

[AnthroHeart]

I am here to experience limitation of 3rd density, to give Creator this unique experience. I can't say how my vibration helps as I don't know what my home density is. But if my being here is helping planetary vibration, than so much the better. But I think I wanted the soul growth that comes from experiencing limitation. I miss being able to fly, and walking with my feet barely touching the ground. I miss the feeling of unconditional love. I've felt that only once in this life and it was almost overwhelming. I miss my soul group. I miss my social memory complex, if I am part of one. I miss my star family. I think giving up 75k years of my freedom to become karmically involved in Earth was a sacrifice. I don't know how long I've been here, but it sure feels like a long time. At least this life has been fairly good to me, though I've lost my mind a number of times. My wanderhood has made me mentally unstable. I do it though because I love. I love enough that I haven't killed myself, though the thought does cross my mind at times. It's so easy to get bored here, and the homesickness is profound.

When I pass over, I don't want to come back to 3D. It's certainly foolhardy bravery to come here.

Eternal, fortunately I don't recall any really negative lives where I pursued the darkness. But there could be some there. I don't feel like I have a whole lot of karma that attaches me to mother Earth. This life is one of resting well. Even with the resting, my soul still feels tired. But it doesn't feel dark.