04-21-2013, 06:17 PM
I'm pretty sure mine has to do with faith an all that it emcompasses. I have never had any type of metaphysical experience in my life whatsoever unlike so many here. No spirituality or religion in my life ever. Only my experiences through deductive reasoning and logic. Scientifically explained reasons of existence along with the complete rejection of all things outside the realm of the scientific method were embedded from high school on.
Sometimes I'm envious of those whom have had such experiences by I've deduced that I wasn't supposed to have had such experiences just to test my ability to have faith. I'm not completely there as my ego will definitely get in the way sometimes but im definitely there when it comes to the acceptance of all. Now to accept myself completely along with seeing the creator in all on a more constant basis without getting intertwined within the illusion and consistently hold on to the fact that believing is seeing.
Sometimes I'm envious of those whom have had such experiences by I've deduced that I wasn't supposed to have had such experiences just to test my ability to have faith. I'm not completely there as my ego will definitely get in the way sometimes but im definitely there when it comes to the acceptance of all. Now to accept myself completely along with seeing the creator in all on a more constant basis without getting intertwined within the illusion and consistently hold on to the fact that believing is seeing.
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