the moment contains love - the power of now?

[Confused]

It seems the layer of humanistic elements of rape and torture has blinded me for a moment from what actually exists.

They have caused the same in me, too, Adonai-1. I have ranted and railed against the One Infinite Creator for that, and against the greater hierarchy of powers (like the galactic logos). I have poured my heart out and have cried bitterly into the nights. I have gotten so depressed and frightened by them that I have lashed out as a demon, against people I could.

Thus, I am with you, there, brother, for I know what you mean and, probably, know against what you struggle