The interesting thing is, My beliefs are very much akin to yours, I think porn is horrible, I think the women are clearly suffering, I believe most were abused, continue to be abused, via porn, and are either addicts, detached from love, doing it for god knows what.. it really breaks my heart, and it disgusts me, I love women so much, and the objectifaction of them infuriates me beyond my ability to describe.
Part of how all this happened, was that, she was very lustful, and I just wanted love, and she just wanted sex. not that it's her fault, that's all she knew! and even if it wasn't, you want what you want, and I am responsible for my own choices. Alas, I felt pushed away and hurt, to be honest, my emotional state is very fragile, I warned her in the beggining that I was weak, that it was unwise for me to fall in love, she has hurt me to the core of my being quite a few times, and I still hold a fair amount of resentment towards her, and she knows all of this of course, I have painstakingly expressed these things a thousand times, and she never seemed to really care until about 3-4 days ago oddly enough. There is so much info I could get into.. but yeah.. that may or may not come later, once again, thanks for posting, I love all these wonderful varied perspectives, I am very glad I came here. This is definitely my home.
-Bows-
For some reason I just didn't care about what I knew in my heart, and to some extent still don't.
Part of how all this happened, was that, she was very lustful, and I just wanted love, and she just wanted sex. not that it's her fault, that's all she knew! and even if it wasn't, you want what you want, and I am responsible for my own choices. Alas, I felt pushed away and hurt, to be honest, my emotional state is very fragile, I warned her in the beggining that I was weak, that it was unwise for me to fall in love, she has hurt me to the core of my being quite a few times, and I still hold a fair amount of resentment towards her, and she knows all of this of course, I have painstakingly expressed these things a thousand times, and she never seemed to really care until about 3-4 days ago oddly enough. There is so much info I could get into.. but yeah.. that may or may not come later, once again, thanks for posting, I love all these wonderful varied perspectives, I am very glad I came here. This is definitely my home.
-Bows-
For some reason I just didn't care about what I knew in my heart, and to some extent still don't.