03-02-2010, 05:12 PM
I can add that I've had my fair share of problems also. It is difficult to be lost in a young and excited body, with ideals and sexual desire and infinitely complex relations to deal with.
At the age of 15 I masturbated almost everyday. Now (23) I can't find motivation for it unless I am poked/provoked, that I'm in a stable relationship probably adds to the lack of it too. We appreciate eachothers company without too much sex. I want every intercourse to be sacred and a transmission of pure love. Doing it too much might just make it feel like routine..
There is magic in sex. A great mystery and much power. No kidding black magic is centered around it. But for the white mage it's one of the purest experiences of love that can be found in this existence.
At the age of 15 I masturbated almost everyday. Now (23) I can't find motivation for it unless I am poked/provoked, that I'm in a stable relationship probably adds to the lack of it too. We appreciate eachothers company without too much sex. I want every intercourse to be sacred and a transmission of pure love. Doing it too much might just make it feel like routine..
There is magic in sex. A great mystery and much power. No kidding black magic is centered around it. But for the white mage it's one of the purest experiences of love that can be found in this existence.