03-23-2013, 01:31 AM
(This post was last modified: 03-23-2013, 01:46 AM by Adonai One.)
(03-23-2013, 01:03 AM)InTheMiddle Wrote: I have a hard time with this especially dealing with personal experiences of attacks from extreme STS entities. Even more so when I think about the satanic ritual sacrifices and kinds of torture that literally break the mind/body/spirit complex frequented by the bloodline elite and the ancient immortal nephilim. Just look at the paintings done by Kim Noble, a project monarch victim whose alter ego Ria Pratt depicts some EVIL evil stuff that has been done to her. I just don't get why there are isolated cases of extreme brutality (ie injecting DMT while shouting "your mother hates you" and raping) that don't really serve as catalyst to society since it's mostly kept in secret. These are the paintings http://vigilantcitizen.com/vigilantrepor...-personas/
It's hard, I know. Some of the stuff I've heard of and seen makes me sick; however, that is a part of the experience. That is a part of the great challenge the creator made for us. This is our test in love. As we ascend toward the creator, we will fully understand why such horrors exist. We may have faith that it is only love in the end.
Edit: Yeah, I had a hard time looking through your article. The fact that love can be found in this but it being so hard for me to do so... It means there is still more to be learned.
I drew a card in regards to this thread because I had some doubts. I ended up with number 13, Death.
![[Image: RWS_Tarot_13_Death.jpg]](http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/d/d7/RWS_Tarot_13_Death.jpg)
Notice the priest paying homage to the skeleton, for even the skeleton and the death he brings is the Creator. And then there is the Sun rising in background, indicating light and love even in that moment.
This has brought tears to my eyes... Love is a hard lesson.