03-20-2013, 01:52 PM
Yesterday A lot of stressors were thrown in my face to deal with in the workplace. I was aware that this was brought about by entities on the other side of the veil, and eventually took a break to see what I could understand about the whole thing.
Of course there were negative personalities present that were facets of my higher self. Yet, some were negative personalities that are facets of others on this forum. (these are actual identities and not thought forms)
At first my higher self was my mediator with the negatives, but at the end of the day I faced everything they threw at me with a smile. And at the end of the day I decided to communicate with them directly. I was told that I talk too much. I shine light on dark areas that are meant to stay dark for many. Doing this attracts the dark to me and those around me. I told them I am coming to this realization, yet it takes time. This time I received them as equals instead of attacking them or forcing them away by instinct. I did not have any of the fear/anger/disgust in the background of my thoughts or emotions as a response to their presence.
My coworkers were angry that things were going the way they did. They did not understand how I could be so jovial throughout it all.
When I got home my wife was ready to cry. She had been under so much stress the whole day, wondering where the energies came from to make the kids act the way they did, why they were so mean to her, why she felt powerless to change the situation.
We act as if we are alone, and that everyone has to fix their own problems alone. (it's all you dude/ it's all in your head dude) My own actions affected my coworkers and my family. Without even being near them. What affects me can and may affect everything I am connected to. In fact, when something does not affect me directly, it may attempt to do so in an indirect fashion, through others. I have learned the truth of this from the other end, the receiving side of other's problems.
Part of our purpose is responsibility. That is, for ourselves, and for our other-selves. A social memory complex is made up of personalities that fit together in harmony. Much like a Source group. Each personality has its own area of expertise, and as a social group all areas of expertise are covered.
Anyways, this is the first time I have looked at the dark as an equal, and respected their wishes. I asked them to leave because I am all about fun, and people can't have fun around me if they have dark hanging around. I told them that I understand, and will continue to work with this, and possibly work with them instead of only against them. They know that I have the power to forcibly remove them, yet why should I do so.
This morning I sit down and put the pen on the paper. It very quickly wrote "You are learning to love". I instantly knew this was connected to how I dealt with yesterdays situations.
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If I find that this post garners too much of their attention I will delete it.
Of course there were negative personalities present that were facets of my higher self. Yet, some were negative personalities that are facets of others on this forum. (these are actual identities and not thought forms)
At first my higher self was my mediator with the negatives, but at the end of the day I faced everything they threw at me with a smile. And at the end of the day I decided to communicate with them directly. I was told that I talk too much. I shine light on dark areas that are meant to stay dark for many. Doing this attracts the dark to me and those around me. I told them I am coming to this realization, yet it takes time. This time I received them as equals instead of attacking them or forcing them away by instinct. I did not have any of the fear/anger/disgust in the background of my thoughts or emotions as a response to their presence.
My coworkers were angry that things were going the way they did. They did not understand how I could be so jovial throughout it all.
When I got home my wife was ready to cry. She had been under so much stress the whole day, wondering where the energies came from to make the kids act the way they did, why they were so mean to her, why she felt powerless to change the situation.
We act as if we are alone, and that everyone has to fix their own problems alone. (it's all you dude/ it's all in your head dude) My own actions affected my coworkers and my family. Without even being near them. What affects me can and may affect everything I am connected to. In fact, when something does not affect me directly, it may attempt to do so in an indirect fashion, through others. I have learned the truth of this from the other end, the receiving side of other's problems.
Part of our purpose is responsibility. That is, for ourselves, and for our other-selves. A social memory complex is made up of personalities that fit together in harmony. Much like a Source group. Each personality has its own area of expertise, and as a social group all areas of expertise are covered.
Anyways, this is the first time I have looked at the dark as an equal, and respected their wishes. I asked them to leave because I am all about fun, and people can't have fun around me if they have dark hanging around. I told them that I understand, and will continue to work with this, and possibly work with them instead of only against them. They know that I have the power to forcibly remove them, yet why should I do so.
This morning I sit down and put the pen on the paper. It very quickly wrote "You are learning to love". I instantly knew this was connected to how I dealt with yesterdays situations.
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If I find that this post garners too much of their attention I will delete it.
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