Learning Ways of Love

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It is also a ray of freely shared intelligent energy (48.7).

And there you go, the concept of freely shared energy. When you look at the Ra Material, what they were trying to accomplish with their teaching is summed up in the poker analogy I think. Many of us are already there though, yet we get down on ourselves as if we aren't doing enough. So it seems we think too much. It's not exactly a bad attitude to have because you're continually attempting to grow, but I think what many of us are really working on is indigo balancing.

The compassion in my situation was certainly present. I wanted to give to her, I could feel for her situation, but for various reasons I realized it wasn't appropriate. I was actually being overly-compassionate and lacking in wisdom ("this perception must be analyzed"), so it was also an indigo issue which took awhile to see. It's in our nature to stress out sometimes, which is our heart talking. Let others be rather than attempting to fit them into a mold. Just work on acceptance all around, and less and less will bother you in the moment. The more irritated we are means the more we're attempting to control. And I find that total happiness all the time isn't possible and can be draining. Sometimes we just need to retreat within ourselves.