03-03-2013, 08:56 PM
I had a dream yesterday that reminded me of something I needed to work out in myself.
I was in a classroom, in the back of the room like always. This arrogant-looking guy and his lackeys start to loom over an unexpecting classmate, and starts to harass him, prodding and provoking him.
Nobody stands up to him, and I'm frankly more interested in observing others, and seeing how this plays out. I'm just aware, in case this gets out of hand.
The leader of the posse makes his way around, picking on the next timid guy. After several times noticing my observation of him, he plops down in the chair in front of me, with a condescending look that says, 'and look at this guy.'
End of dream. It made me very aware that I still have a part of me that would rather engage negativity than choose the harmonious path. After waking up, I felt like I was ready to brawl.
I guess I still feel like I have to take up a fight, because I have to show myself that I value... myself? I don't know if that makes sense.
I was in a classroom, in the back of the room like always. This arrogant-looking guy and his lackeys start to loom over an unexpecting classmate, and starts to harass him, prodding and provoking him.
Nobody stands up to him, and I'm frankly more interested in observing others, and seeing how this plays out. I'm just aware, in case this gets out of hand.
The leader of the posse makes his way around, picking on the next timid guy. After several times noticing my observation of him, he plops down in the chair in front of me, with a condescending look that says, 'and look at this guy.'
End of dream. It made me very aware that I still have a part of me that would rather engage negativity than choose the harmonious path. After waking up, I felt like I was ready to brawl.
I guess I still feel like I have to take up a fight, because I have to show myself that I value... myself? I don't know if that makes sense.