How do you forgive yourself?

[Vasistha]

I can only offer some avenue of thoughts.

True forgiveness can only happen when you realize that there is nothing to forgive.

You have made a misidentification.
You are not a human being, you are the One Creator dreaming that you are spirit having a human being life on a Planet spinning in space.

Can you see the comedy?
The Creation is a figment of the imagination of the Creator.

You are the Creator. If all is One, it must be the truth.

The Creation is nothing else than a 'Light Show' stemming from Pure Extasic Orgasmic Love. Cosmic Illusion.
Every possible combination are experienced by you, but as a dream. It is not ultimately real.
It was decided by You to experience every possibility.

So ultimately, You have done nothing wrong. How can what is beyond perfection (The Creator) itself makes any mistakes?
Everything is always totally perfect, as everything is the Creator.

Wake up, realize who you truly are and be free.