02-07-2013, 04:40 AM
(02-06-2013, 06:50 PM)kainous Wrote: Marc, I have something similar but different, what I think is called Ochlophobia. It's funny, because I'm fine if I'm boxed in both those that I know. Or I'm fine if everyone sits down and focuses on one thing (like a movie, or if I'm giving a speech), but when walking up and about, it's difficult for me. I once visited Manhattan, and I had to stay heavily medicated just to make it a few streets.
It almost feels as if I'm absorbing too many people at once. I do know that I can't even figure out where my thoughts and emotions start and end in those situations. The anxiety has made me faint in such situations before.
However, you lead me to a social setting with a few people, even some strangers, and I'm extroverted and extremely social. I've also wondered if it's related to being a wanderer, or just "absorbent."
You might want to try to compact your aura. Imagine all your energies outside the skin retract back to your skin. By doing this practice you might notice the boundary between you and the environment gets clearer.
You can complement this by asking your guides to keep up additional shielding if needed.(I don't do this).