Who can we pray to?

[AnthroHeart]

I recall when I asked Ra to show me their stillness, I felt an intense download in my 3rd eye. I'm not sure if that was another being or not, but looking back now, it certainly wasn't stillness. It would eventually pave the way for me to become even more distorted. Each of my experiences in seeking less distortion, I end up finding or creating more distortion. So I don't know how to purposefully go after less distortion. Just BEing is certainly easier to imagine than to do. I'm too much of a thinker and a worryier in my daily activities. But I am treating others with more love as you said. The first years of my life have been easy, then it suddenly got hard.