Agoraphobia in regards to Wanderers

[Marc]

Do you want to make friends? You mentioned that your wife wanted you to, but not that you did.

I want to make like 1 or 2 good friends. I find it super easy to talk to others and just show love and discuss deep metaphysics, but big groups of total strangers in a strange place was just too much for me. After the freak out I went home and meditated for a while and my higher self said I chose certain strengths and weaknesses for this incarnation and that was weakness I chose for myself before I incarnated so as to provide catalyst for a more philosophical and contemplative outlook. My higher self also said I could balance myself so as not to be fearful, but my default in this incarnation was timidity when it comes to big groups of people I don't know.

I guess I have some catalysts now that can really encourage growth in my lower centers...

Thanks for all the insight