The Nature of Healing according to Ra

[Ankh]

There is a channeling of energy from my higher self. Along with other entities as well. I can't say i fully understand. Last night healing was different. There was a beam about three feet wide that pushed into my back, and a beam right after pushed through the top of my head. This was an intense amount of energy compared to any of my previous workings. The choice becoming conscious allowed me to channel a lot more it seems. Regardless, this choice made unconsciously has taken nine years off my clock. I have had messages from others say i had a choice to make, a choice i had to make on my own, that nobody could help me with. This choice has been unconscious for many months. It's not even my purpose here, just something that came naturally.

I don't know, brother. I would advice to analyze this unconscious thought of the healing work taking nine years of your life, but you are your own Creator.

When I was practicing healing I always felt joy and force of life flowing through me. I felt the intelligent energy rushing and revitalizing me, energizing and refreshing. Once I offered healing to a guy whose shield was very strong, and he rejected almost all of the energy. I felt how the energy was building up in me and I got more and more hot in my body because of this. I offered it to him, but he didn't accept it. I was quite unexperienced in these workings at that time, but I always asked unseen friends and family for help during these workings. And so, when it got too hot, one of my brothers walked up to me from behind, and lovingly blew in my neck. I felt it in the physical body, and the energy was released. I later told the one who was receiving healing about what happened, and he confirmed that he has indeed a lot of defense mechanism and has a very strong shield. After this time, it got better when offering him healing again. And that's the only time when I encountered anything less than love and energizing during the healing sessions, although I still hold this experience close to my heart, because of one of the brothers showing me love and care during that session.

You said: "...a choice i had to make on my own, that nobody could help me with..." I don't understand everything either, and I don't know much about much, but to me it doesn't sound completely right...? In my experience and understanding, the unconscious mind is a powerful element (especially in the times like now when we are hit by intense 4D energies), and things like this should definitely be brought into the light of the conscious mind, and examined by it in details. But as I also said, you are the Creator and know better than me what works for you.