02-25-2010, 02:01 AM
Peregrinus, dear brother, I feel you might give up on love's potential too soon.
There have been many women who had faith in their men, even though unable to see his vision for themselves.
Henry Ford credits his wife's unfailing support with his ability to take the vehicles he saw in his mind, and ultimately be able to build them in his shop. Did she personally help him test different alloys for crankshafts? Probably not. But her consistent belief in what he believed in was a great support to him, before there was any physical evidence that he could build a reliable, affordable engine.
Later, when his car company was a great success, he passionately hated the unions. One evening he told her that he would destroy the company before he gave them an inch. She said that if he would be that destructive for his pride, throwing away his legacy, she could no longer stand beside him as his wife. The next day, he made what was likely the most generous union deal in the world at the time.
So, even a woman who isn't inspired a spiritual vision might be inspired by her faith in you, and might have a piece of the puzzle for your own evolution.
Think of the many years Carla organized Don's research before either of them had a guess what it might all mean... and how essential her organization was to his piles of notes, before she was a channel herself.
The world doesn't have that many people who are familiar with the L/L Research material. But it does have many sincere adherents of religions or philosophies that are entirely compatible with a Law of One seeker's life. A devout Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, Sufi, Sikh, or mystical Christian (either Protestant or Catholic - especially Franciscan) might well admire your spiritual search and support it completely, without any reservations.
I know that the Unitarian and Quaker congregations I've been in would welcome you with open arms, be intrigued by your discoveries, and honor your questions sincerely.
Perhaps 10% of humanity might have a spiritual path that would be utterly compatible with yours, free of any conflicts over your faith.
I suspect that about 80% of Americans are free of unhealed addictions, and perhaps half enjoy a reasonable amount of emotional maturity. A disproportionate amount of these stable people would already have a spiritual practice such as the ones I mentioned.
In terms of age, I think the '66 Year of the Fire Horse may have been the smallest number of American births on the cusp of the late Boomer/early gen-X transition. There were still millions of Americans born that year, and each year on either side. If you had a broader range from the classic "(x/2)+7" up to, say, ten years older than yourself, that's likely about 1/3 of Americans. Of these, perhaps a quarter of them might be available to develop a new relationship. And of those, isn't it likely that at least 10% (with much overlap with the spiritually and psychologically mature groups) would have enough loving tolerance and faith to see that a good man who's been broken by circumstances should have a fresh start?
This is the situation of the rock star & his partner in my own house. His ex destroyed most of his instruments and equipment, and cut his irreplaceable master tapes of his next album into confetti. His current love chose to move in with someone who was, like her, also destitute and starting over after fleeing an abusive violent, crazy person on the terms of "take whatever you have to, I'm out of here!" They are more familiar with rice and beans than they'd like, but the air crackles with the energy of their devotion. In a photo lineup, could she recognize which of his valuable remaining instruments is in which pawn shop now to pay for the rice? Probably not, but that doesn't matter to either of them.
Even without accounting for the overlap between categories, it's likely that at least 1 in 10,000 women might be delighted to explore this incarnation with you for as many days as you each have remaining here. In the U.S. alone, if all those women were to move to the same place, it would be for you a heavenly town with a population over 15,000. And that's before even considering the rest of the world.
If there was a Mrs. P, where would you two go together, and who would you meet there? Perhaps events focused on spiritual and relationship matters in 90+ agreement with the LLR materials, such as Bashar, David Wilcock, Gay & Kathlyn Hendricks? Metaphysical bookstores? Temples and services of the religions mentioned above? To hike in the woods? To take your daughter to the park swings? To the grocery story? Talks about astrophysics at the local university? A Bach or blues concert?
What if you were to go to those places, and meet those people, even before Mrs. P is at your side? Maybe fewer than 1% of the people such an event or place might potentially be your match... but maybe 10% might like to have a new friend with an intriguing perspective, who they'd be honored to introduce to their relatives & friends.
The odds are large enough that if the hosts of Heaven wished to organize a coincidence for your blessing, you wouldn't have to go very far to meet them halfway. At worst, you'd have some new friends who believe in you now.
There have been many women who had faith in their men, even though unable to see his vision for themselves.
Henry Ford credits his wife's unfailing support with his ability to take the vehicles he saw in his mind, and ultimately be able to build them in his shop. Did she personally help him test different alloys for crankshafts? Probably not. But her consistent belief in what he believed in was a great support to him, before there was any physical evidence that he could build a reliable, affordable engine.
Later, when his car company was a great success, he passionately hated the unions. One evening he told her that he would destroy the company before he gave them an inch. She said that if he would be that destructive for his pride, throwing away his legacy, she could no longer stand beside him as his wife. The next day, he made what was likely the most generous union deal in the world at the time.
So, even a woman who isn't inspired a spiritual vision might be inspired by her faith in you, and might have a piece of the puzzle for your own evolution.
Think of the many years Carla organized Don's research before either of them had a guess what it might all mean... and how essential her organization was to his piles of notes, before she was a channel herself.
The world doesn't have that many people who are familiar with the L/L Research material. But it does have many sincere adherents of religions or philosophies that are entirely compatible with a Law of One seeker's life. A devout Buddhist, Hindu, Taoist, Sufi, Sikh, or mystical Christian (either Protestant or Catholic - especially Franciscan) might well admire your spiritual search and support it completely, without any reservations.
I know that the Unitarian and Quaker congregations I've been in would welcome you with open arms, be intrigued by your discoveries, and honor your questions sincerely.
Perhaps 10% of humanity might have a spiritual path that would be utterly compatible with yours, free of any conflicts over your faith.
I suspect that about 80% of Americans are free of unhealed addictions, and perhaps half enjoy a reasonable amount of emotional maturity. A disproportionate amount of these stable people would already have a spiritual practice such as the ones I mentioned.
In terms of age, I think the '66 Year of the Fire Horse may have been the smallest number of American births on the cusp of the late Boomer/early gen-X transition. There were still millions of Americans born that year, and each year on either side. If you had a broader range from the classic "(x/2)+7" up to, say, ten years older than yourself, that's likely about 1/3 of Americans. Of these, perhaps a quarter of them might be available to develop a new relationship. And of those, isn't it likely that at least 10% (with much overlap with the spiritually and psychologically mature groups) would have enough loving tolerance and faith to see that a good man who's been broken by circumstances should have a fresh start?
This is the situation of the rock star & his partner in my own house. His ex destroyed most of his instruments and equipment, and cut his irreplaceable master tapes of his next album into confetti. His current love chose to move in with someone who was, like her, also destitute and starting over after fleeing an abusive violent, crazy person on the terms of "take whatever you have to, I'm out of here!" They are more familiar with rice and beans than they'd like, but the air crackles with the energy of their devotion. In a photo lineup, could she recognize which of his valuable remaining instruments is in which pawn shop now to pay for the rice? Probably not, but that doesn't matter to either of them.
Even without accounting for the overlap between categories, it's likely that at least 1 in 10,000 women might be delighted to explore this incarnation with you for as many days as you each have remaining here. In the U.S. alone, if all those women were to move to the same place, it would be for you a heavenly town with a population over 15,000. And that's before even considering the rest of the world.
If there was a Mrs. P, where would you two go together, and who would you meet there? Perhaps events focused on spiritual and relationship matters in 90+ agreement with the LLR materials, such as Bashar, David Wilcock, Gay & Kathlyn Hendricks? Metaphysical bookstores? Temples and services of the religions mentioned above? To hike in the woods? To take your daughter to the park swings? To the grocery story? Talks about astrophysics at the local university? A Bach or blues concert?
What if you were to go to those places, and meet those people, even before Mrs. P is at your side? Maybe fewer than 1% of the people such an event or place might potentially be your match... but maybe 10% might like to have a new friend with an intriguing perspective, who they'd be honored to introduce to their relatives & friends.
The odds are large enough that if the hosts of Heaven wished to organize a coincidence for your blessing, you wouldn't have to go very far to meet them halfway. At worst, you'd have some new friends who believe in you now.