01-28-2013, 04:53 PM
Well, I will admit a part of me feels as if I have "Graduated" already. I have mentioned on here before I never really felt as if I was here to shed any karma or anything of the sort. Instead, I have had this deep deep down feeling my entire Life that I am here to help. From when I can first remember I knew that the way to make myself happy was to make everyone around me happy. I assure you it was not a selfish way of thinking but rather what I have come to realize a few years ago was my very first way of living and breathing the Law of One. I have always been the guy that tries to motivate others, fix others problems, help anyone and everyone I can in whatever way I possibly can, etc. I have felt lately that my mission is to be here right now to help others awaken and the only way I can help these people is to have lived a very 'normal' American life. What I have also learned in the past few months is that I cannot just go around turning on the Lights in people. Rather, I have to wait for them to come to me. Otherwise, we are just wasting each others energy/time. So I believe that I came here 'asleep' only to 'wake up' and experience it personally so that I may be an example for others around me.
With that said........
About a year ago I had a real WTF moment/night I suppose you could say. There was a period of about 6 months of some deep deep Soul searching and some very dark moments in my Life are unhappy I should say. Then one night it happened. A feeling I cannot describe nor would I really wish for anyone else to experience.
It was a 'feeling' of being unbelievably uncomfortable in my physical body. A 'feeling' that I was indeed dieing but at the same time I was reincarnating. I am talking also of a two or three minute moment of complete darkness w/ my eyes closed followed by an abundance of the color of green everything while my eyes were closed. What I 'felt' was a feeling of I felt beyond uncomfortable in my own skin. It's nearly impossible for me describe. Then the next few months I slowly but surely kept getting more and more positive and better at Being a Lucid Gamer
What I am saying is that I feel as if I am already in 4D but what is meant by the 4D is non-physical is that We are Creators by our thoughts and actions and now there isn't a thing I do without being aware. I have Graduated and I am grateful that I have.
I lived a life with a crystal aura and I am very empathic as well. I was also Blessed w/ a very strong intuition gauge I am grateful so say. Meaning I could always see through the b.s. and lies. The difference now is that I can see the Truth and I can understand it or now I am able to find out the truth much quicker.
I realize I may sound like I have a big ego after reading the above but it is the exact opposite. I am extremely confident in who I am I will say and where I am going. I have actually almost posted this info before on here but every time decided not to. For some reason today I felt as if I should share it.
I apologize if it makes no sense. These types of experiences are hard to put in words for me. But what I am basically saying is that I have already Spiritually died and Resurrected. While I am 'physically' living in the 3D I am at the same time 'Spiritually/Emotionally/Mentally living in the 4D.
Namaste Brothers and Sisters!
Chris
With that said........
About a year ago I had a real WTF moment/night I suppose you could say. There was a period of about 6 months of some deep deep Soul searching and some very dark moments in my Life are unhappy I should say. Then one night it happened. A feeling I cannot describe nor would I really wish for anyone else to experience.
It was a 'feeling' of being unbelievably uncomfortable in my physical body. A 'feeling' that I was indeed dieing but at the same time I was reincarnating. I am talking also of a two or three minute moment of complete darkness w/ my eyes closed followed by an abundance of the color of green everything while my eyes were closed. What I 'felt' was a feeling of I felt beyond uncomfortable in my own skin. It's nearly impossible for me describe. Then the next few months I slowly but surely kept getting more and more positive and better at Being a Lucid Gamer

What I am saying is that I feel as if I am already in 4D but what is meant by the 4D is non-physical is that We are Creators by our thoughts and actions and now there isn't a thing I do without being aware. I have Graduated and I am grateful that I have.
I lived a life with a crystal aura and I am very empathic as well. I was also Blessed w/ a very strong intuition gauge I am grateful so say. Meaning I could always see through the b.s. and lies. The difference now is that I can see the Truth and I can understand it or now I am able to find out the truth much quicker.
I realize I may sound like I have a big ego after reading the above but it is the exact opposite. I am extremely confident in who I am I will say and where I am going. I have actually almost posted this info before on here but every time decided not to. For some reason today I felt as if I should share it.
I apologize if it makes no sense. These types of experiences are hard to put in words for me. But what I am basically saying is that I have already Spiritually died and Resurrected. While I am 'physically' living in the 3D I am at the same time 'Spiritually/Emotionally/Mentally living in the 4D.
Namaste Brothers and Sisters!
Chris
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