02-24-2010, 12:20 AM
Manifesting is not the same as wishing, or hoping. It can be unpredictiable, but bottom line, everything is manifested. We make our own reality moment by moment. Manipulating manifestation is tricky business. My most recent expereince with it was during a trip I took to Negril Jamaica. I just returned from an 11 day trip about a week ago. To make a long story short, 9 days into the trip I was absolutely misserable. Everything was wrong. I felt i was being lied to and betrayed by the one I loved, and I was weary of all the "bad things" that were surrounding me. So many bad things... Then on the 9th day in the middle of the afternoon, I decided to sit down and meditate facing the ocean on the beach in an attempt to clear my mind because I was feeling so anxious and lost. I meditated for about 20 minutes. I was doing the "breathing" meditation (that's what I call it). I never do it regularly, maybe a few times a year. During my meditation, the world started to slow down. Time started to "skip", and between the skips, I saw demons. The demons had big teeth and yellow eyes, and "overlaid" our time/space. Somehow they were not scary to me and only faintly visible. During my meditation I realized (again) the world is what we make it, we create our own reality. That thought gave me peace. When I stood up, I was completely refreshed. Suddenly, all the bad things were gone. I saw GOOD things and good people all around. I heard happy singing on the beach that I had not heard before, I saw smiling faces that had not been there before. No one was trying to manipulate me anymore. Then I heard "child of the universe" playing on a radio station. (this version: http://www.metacafe.com/watch/2653363/ch...ta_lyrics/ awesome). I walked into my villa, and they were doing yoga on TV. amazing. I know longer saw bad things... only good things.. and it all was my choice to see good or bad.