what is your relation to the sun?

[AnthroHeart]

Worshiper.

I can't say for sure if I worship anything. It would be Source if anything. But I can't focus on any particular God because if I try to give it a personality, or anthropomorphize God, he becomes something that is dark such as the entity Yahweh/Jehovah who has messed with me for the last 3 years. And if I'm not on my meds I'm at the whim of him/them.

I guess I'm afraid to worship because God had said to worship him only, else we face his wrath.

I had practically worshipped Ra for some time, when I was trying to seek them, but it always ended up dark for me. So I'm not trying to follow any particular personality. But just the Source that is All That Is.

I wish I could say more, but I have a habit of not being able to say everything in one paragraph. There are unconscious things that I don't think about saying. Love and Light to everyone here.

I had experienced a meditation where I was visualizing myself in the Sun, and it was a very energizing experience. That was when I was trying to raise my density.