01-20-2013, 10:43 PM
(This post was last modified: 09-19-2013, 10:34 AM by AnthroHeart.)
Aaron, I sure do feel separate from God.
I think recognizing our oneness will take some time.
But I feel I am moving in the right direction.
At least I eliminated some perversions,
which makes me feel better about myself.
Aaron, it's definitely difficult to accept the dark parts of yourself
when they mentally take you and violently shake you like a ragdoll,
or when it feels like your body is descending into bone-crushing density
and it looks like your flesh is being burned.
I think recognizing our oneness will take some time.
But I feel I am moving in the right direction.
At least I eliminated some perversions,
which makes me feel better about myself.
Aaron, it's definitely difficult to accept the dark parts of yourself
when they mentally take you and violently shake you like a ragdoll,
or when it feels like your body is descending into bone-crushing density
and it looks like your flesh is being burned.