01-19-2013, 02:22 PM
I agree with everyone for sure. I listened to that Christmas day interview with Carla and Jim, and they seem like such lovely, clear-headed and down to earth people.
But in regards to everything else said, I have some troubles:
When my seeking process finally brought me to the Ra material, I found that simply nothing else compared, or even seemed worth reading. Law of One has basically been the only thing I've read for like 5 years.
Now it's like my mind is so dependent on it as a framework that anytime I see a subtle error or inconsistency in the material,or look closer at some of the more unbelievable claims that Ra makes I get really let down, and start to get paranoid that the entire thing might be a scam. It's like I've Biblized it, and quite unintentionally have become a fundamentalist, and would be totally lost without it.
Like for example today I got worried when I was reading session 1, and saw that there was apparently a guy named Leonard who served as an instrument, who channeled the rest of the session after Don. But at the end, Ra refers to the instrument as "she", presumably Carla.
I know the material is legit because it has been validated internally in me over and over. But I feel that the Law of One has become my spiritualized ego, or religion, essentially.
None of my friends seem interested in reading it in depth, and nobody I've ever referred to the material aside from my brother ever got lost in it like I have. And of course I don't push it on anyone due to the possibility of infringement.
Maybe this has to do with me not being connected enough with people who speak the Law of One language, to sort these issues out.
But in regards to everything else said, I have some troubles:
When my seeking process finally brought me to the Ra material, I found that simply nothing else compared, or even seemed worth reading. Law of One has basically been the only thing I've read for like 5 years.
Now it's like my mind is so dependent on it as a framework that anytime I see a subtle error or inconsistency in the material,or look closer at some of the more unbelievable claims that Ra makes I get really let down, and start to get paranoid that the entire thing might be a scam. It's like I've Biblized it, and quite unintentionally have become a fundamentalist, and would be totally lost without it.
Like for example today I got worried when I was reading session 1, and saw that there was apparently a guy named Leonard who served as an instrument, who channeled the rest of the session after Don. But at the end, Ra refers to the instrument as "she", presumably Carla.
I know the material is legit because it has been validated internally in me over and over. But I feel that the Law of One has become my spiritualized ego, or religion, essentially.
None of my friends seem interested in reading it in depth, and nobody I've ever referred to the material aside from my brother ever got lost in it like I have. And of course I don't push it on anyone due to the possibility of infringement.
Maybe this has to do with me not being connected enough with people who speak the Law of One language, to sort these issues out.
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