02-22-2010, 10:49 AM
(02-15-2010, 09:46 AM)zanny Wrote: Hi All, I'm a new member saying hello and adding my story (short version). I was born in 1970 and was confused from the start. My mother tells me that I would tell her stories of my other mother and of my life before I came here...Luckily my mother is very open minded, and was not offended or upset by these tales from her 3yr old.
Anyhoo, I didn't understand the school system and to me everything here moved so slow and had too many rules and none of the rules made any kind of sense to me. When I was 36 after many hardships and much confusion I was beyond frustrated and ready to just give up.
So one night I was laying in bed and started talking to God. I said something to the effect of "Alright I'm done! Obviously I am screwing this up I don't understand this place or what I'm even doing here, so help me out I'm ready to learn the right way." Suddenly I was filled with overwhelming Love so intense my body was vibrating. A channel opened in my mind and information was downloaded (That’s the best way for me to describe it). I could ask a question and a concept would come. I felt new, I understood things I could not properly explain to my family and friends. After that I read everything pertaining to spirituality and religion, resonating with some of the information out there and discounting much. Then I found the Ra material and understood it immediately and knew I had found what I had been searching for. I still don't 'fit in' but I understand why and don't really want to. I love this place now and want to do my best to aid and to be of service here.
Thank you for being!
Love and blessing
Thanks for Zanny for sharing your story and welcome to this wonderful forum...
looking forward to read more of your perspective...