01-18-2013, 10:55 AM
I completely agree. To go even deeper into the realm of the unbelievable ability of this material to unravel ones perspective, I was never and I mean never into spiritualism in the least. My parents never mentioned religion growing up and I've never actually attended a church service in my life with the exception of the little services they had at the Christian school I went to in 1st/2nd grade.
Questions weren't even ask until high school when our tiny circle of 3 best friends started dabbling in LSD. From then on, it was atheism all the way along with beating down Christianity for all of its authoritarian and archaic teachings that never seemed valid. Logic and the scientific method was god to us
As I grew, atheism started to seem just as narrow minded at Christianity so I migrated to agnosticism. Then to deism. This is when I stumbled onto what would truly be a life altering moment.
I was perusing sherdog.com which is a mixed martial arts forum and as I looked at one of their off topic sections, I noticed a thread titled "lucifer/illuminati: an alternative perspective" for some reason, I have always been fascinated by the god versus lucifer storyline especially in movies so I started reading. As I'm reading this material from hidden_hand, it literally starts to blow my mind. Something about it felt so genuine. Like I knew it already.
After finishing that, I had to move to what they were calling the Ra material. I started at DW's LOO study guide which was absolutely perfect as it explained a lot of terminology plus gave my scientific mind some fuel by explaining a lot of it in scientific terms.
After that I read and read and read and read. The actual Ra material then I start at 1974 and I think I got all the way to 1990 before I stopped reading as I seems to have found my purpose though I need to start reading some more as it always gave me great comfort.
Its honestly hard to comprehend how I did a complete 180 in terms of ideology so fast but to say that I'm thankful would truly be an understatement of epic proportions.
I truly thank those who have taken the time and endured the heartache and the horrific physical ailments to bring this material to us.
Questions weren't even ask until high school when our tiny circle of 3 best friends started dabbling in LSD. From then on, it was atheism all the way along with beating down Christianity for all of its authoritarian and archaic teachings that never seemed valid. Logic and the scientific method was god to us
As I grew, atheism started to seem just as narrow minded at Christianity so I migrated to agnosticism. Then to deism. This is when I stumbled onto what would truly be a life altering moment.
I was perusing sherdog.com which is a mixed martial arts forum and as I looked at one of their off topic sections, I noticed a thread titled "lucifer/illuminati: an alternative perspective" for some reason, I have always been fascinated by the god versus lucifer storyline especially in movies so I started reading. As I'm reading this material from hidden_hand, it literally starts to blow my mind. Something about it felt so genuine. Like I knew it already.
After finishing that, I had to move to what they were calling the Ra material. I started at DW's LOO study guide which was absolutely perfect as it explained a lot of terminology plus gave my scientific mind some fuel by explaining a lot of it in scientific terms.
After that I read and read and read and read. The actual Ra material then I start at 1974 and I think I got all the way to 1990 before I stopped reading as I seems to have found my purpose though I need to start reading some more as it always gave me great comfort.
Its honestly hard to comprehend how I did a complete 180 in terms of ideology so fast but to say that I'm thankful would truly be an understatement of epic proportions.
I truly thank those who have taken the time and endured the heartache and the horrific physical ailments to bring this material to us.
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