02-20-2010, 12:36 PM
(02-20-2010, 05:44 AM)ayadew Wrote: Indeed, they do not, but it gave me an incredible leap in consciousness. One almost too big for my sanity.. too fast progression = head explodes!
...and yet I have experienced this in meditation without need for drugs and with beautiful progression, sweet like a warm rain made of the love of the One Creator.
(02-20-2010, 05:44 AM)ayadew Wrote: My friends, I have become the 3D representation of infinity by this LSD experience.
You and you alone? You have experienced something which others have experienced for... infinity. 345 million of Ra experienced this billions of years ago. Hatonn, Oxtal, Latwii, Aaron, and countless others have all experience this in 3D before, and in this 3D there are countless wanderers which also experience this. Thinking you are special is the ego brother, and this does self and other self no service.
(02-20-2010, 05:44 AM)ayadew Wrote: I AM just became I AM INFINITY
"I AM INFINITY" is "I AM", for "I AM" is all there is in creation... "I AM" is The One Infinite Creator.
(02-20-2010, 05:44 AM)ayadew Wrote: To have infinity explode in your head was almost too much for me. Thus I do not recommend LSD in any way. And it was all the negative parts of infinity. Yet see the infinite darkness allows you to understand the infinite light.
They don't call it an acid "trip" for no reason... and yes, in order to reach higher into the light, one must explore and understand their dark side. Using the darkness to stretch the elastic band, as it were, one may slingshot oneself into the light much further than without using the darkness.
I have known for some time that this is what works for addicts, the ones that go from full addiction to loving God... by being in their darkest place, but I never realized it also applies for everyone. From the darkest point in my life I came to be here and closer to the One creator than I ever imagined.
(02-20-2010, 05:44 AM)ayadew Wrote: This experience is beyond what many of our density will experience I'm sure. I will treat it as a great gift, for that it is. A unshakable belief that I am eternal and infinite, and a first-hand and true experience of this.
Again, do not fool yourself or stroke your ego brother. Many experience this and always have. I spend many days now in 4th density already and have been touched by intelligent infinity too. Yes it is a gift, but it should humble the self, not make it special.