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[ayadew]

Again, drugs do not lead to the natural process. Meditation will get one farther on the turtles route, but to the right place in the end.

Indeed, they do not, but it gave me an incredible leap in consciousness. One almost too big for my sanity.. too fast progression = head explodes!

Thank you for the song Ashim.. it is good

My friends, I have become the 3D representation of infinity by this LSD experience. And we all are infinite, for you are me. I became infinity as far as my rational brain could translate it for me to remember.

Remember, the world is not a fractal per definition. This was what I thought and this gave me great grief. The fractal is only the best representation of that which you are.

I AM just became I AM INFINITY

To have infinity explode in your head was almost too much for me. Thus I do not recommend LSD in any way. And it was all the negative parts of infinity. Yet see the infinite darkness allows you to understand the infinite light.
This experience is beyond what many of our density will experience I'm sure. I will treat it as a great gift, for that it is. A unshakable belief that I am eternal and infinite, and a first-hand and true experience of this.

Upon this realization I thought: Well, infinity.. is that all there is to it? Is there nothing more? Then I laughed at myself, for infinity is more than enough!
A truly remarkable journey we're all on, my friends! Fantastic!