He Who Was Not

[Shin'Ar]

My dear Tanner,

You honor me and I thank you humbly for that.

What you have achieved is astounding given the depths that you had reached.

And being able to let go of that ego and that delusional state is a feat that few manage.

And it certainly does not happen in one incarnation.

So, you have asked me many times, ' do I know who I am'.

I now ask you, what is this 'self' which holds us all in such a grip?






You have made a 'connected' profession here. A message has been offered through your vessel. This message will be perceived by some in one way, and by others a different way.

Plenum has taken the message to be a affirmation of the importance of the fleshly incarnation and the identity of the temporary self.

Shin'Ar has heard the cry of the fragment attempting to free itself from the rainbow process, and realizing that it is not the being free which is the treasure, but rather it is the attempt to be free from that which one cannot be freed from that is the true treasure. The effort is the force behind creation.

It is when the I AM fragment realizes it is simply the process of being Light fragmented into the rays, that the I AM finally casts off the many egos it had acquired during that process.

As a consequence of such fragmented consciousness becoming process rather than identity, your next incarnation will be much like the transition from the lower states of being to the one you now experience.

In the lower states awareness of process also comes very slowly. Evolution of consciousness in an infinite process naturally takes an infinite pathway. Slow would be as much an oxymoron of the fast that makes it so when considered in the Light of infinity.

Now that you realize the Process of Being, and the delusion of identity, like the tree which suddenly experiences its process in an animate form, your field will next experience its process in a extremely different way than the human. It will be the difference between the stone and the human. I am glad to see that you wisely chose to remove your magical name from this post. I hesitated as I read it, but it was too late. We cannot know now how many know your true name. But it was done and now we must live with that and deal with it if it arises. Be prepared. Do not fear though now because most of its vulnerability has been transformed into light matter rather than the dark matter of its previous energy flow. Those who would dare to tempt it now would suffer far more than you would. I have enchanted it and throughout all process shall never forget it.

A new star is born. And now there are three. I must watch the sky tonight for confirmation in hopes that it can be seen from my place.

Tanner,

you spoke of releasing all of those identities as casting them off as though freeing yourself of them. Both light and dark processes which you assumed to be otherselves from which you required separation, and yet, you realize that there is no separation in the process of the prism and the fragmentation. All is one process.

This 'casting off' was not a matter of elimination, or of separation, it was a matter of absorption. All of those names, both fictional and real, were merely influences created by the process of other fragmentation interconnecting with the gathering process of your particular fragmentation. All of these were simply your other circles/processes mating with your field in that great Flower of Life, the vibrations of each being altered by that sacred connection, the Sacred Eye, the Harbinger of the Sacred Fire. This is precisely what we see in the division of a cell. The scientists gaze upon the very procession of the Flower of Life under their microscopes, and yet have no idea of the Sacred Fire that dances within. They see the circles, but they cannot see the Flame within. They see the physical, but the metaphysical remains invisible to the naked eye and the microscope lens. They see the 'identity'/Process, but they do not see The Entity/Source.

You have equated your process with that of the scattering of light as it passes through the prism. This is precisely correct. We are not The Light which enters the prism, but the rays which proceed from the other side. the Prism is the 'inbetween'. Also referred to as the portal, the gateway, the cauldron, the well, the apex, the axis of the Tree of Life, the tip of the pyramid, and on and on throughout a universe of infinite process attempting to identify the Mystery. As you have come to realize it is this process which creates the universe that I AM experiences. Without such there is only stillness and void for The One to experience. Sheer and utter 'solitude', in which the only real thing that Jaka could see was his own eyes looking back at him because in stillness that is all there is. Just like that which 'you' see behind your own closed eyes.

As you peeled away the layers of delusional identity, you disrobed until all that was left was the solitude of Tanner, at which point most would have held on tightly and refused to let go. But you, because of your long struggle and your eons of preparation, released it and became aware of your self as process, and not some aspect of the many layers that you have worn all of that time. Now freed from the entrapment of that delusion you finally become a part of the process which is now enabled to interact as such, rather than the fragment which had been trying to take charge of that process. The ray of Light that is your true self altered into another frequency at that instance, and now shines ever brighter and farther then ever before.

From the most miniscule circle within the great Flower, all connect to the higher circles, until all becomes one vast circle. each circle is a fragment, a ray of light, a field of consciousness/thought process, aware intelligent energy, proceeding ever deeper and higher into the Flower. And in that Divine process, establishing further expansion and in the mating with other circles bearing new ones. Is this not the reflection of the result of reproduction we see all around us in the microcosmic form? The macro is the same process at a higher level of awareness and interaction/inter-connectivity.

The macro is the 'Higher Self' which these who still cling tightly to their 'identities' think of as the higher aspect of that delusional and temporary identity/ego. They do not yet understand and become offended and frustrated whenever it is defamed as such. But, as process some of us do realize the great difference between process and identity. I take exceeding pleasure in sharing that with a very few.


That which you have managed to balance is not 'cast off identities', but rather the process of your field has finally vibrated into another frequency in which it has absorbed all of its past experience into a new 'revelation' of the difference between identity and true self. I take great joy in being a part of that process, and in the fact that I was able to hear when you called. We joined in confusion; we part as one.

You may not have caught it at the time, but I did answer you one day when you asked if I knew who I was. Do you recall how I responded? And now, you know.

As egoistic identities attempting to verify our delusional identity, given to us by the other selves, we also become an otherself, fragmented from the One Isness which you so completely and helplessly struggled to profess. Others reading that might interpret it as madness or folly. I know exactly its source. Just as I know Jaka's.

You both do me great honor and have fulfilled my reason for being here. I return now to the fragmented process to finish this incarnation as it should be. I have exhausted my form attempting to reach those stars, and it has been done. Like all of the stars, their shining will wane at times, and sparkle at others. This is the natural course of Process. But the foundation has been set now in such a way that these who have been touched by the higher process shall not easily fall again.

These may not yet even realize exactly what 'I Am.'

But their field has been transformed, and their process realigned with higher vibrational frequencies from which, by Divine Design, they cannot retreat.

What you said about the music being the ingredient which made this experience joyful for you; is it a coincidence that we three share that affinity? I think not.
For the past fifteen years, I have been unable to sing or play my guitar. It had been lost in past process. Music had always been the greatest joy of my life. Everyone who heard me play always commented on how the playing would reveal my love for it. And that missing component of my 'process of being' has been a silent missing aspect of my 'self' these many years that I had not even realized until, On Dec.21, I had the guidance to pick it up again. Immediately I began playing the songs that I had known in the past, but I quickly realized that my playing skill and my voice was much improved.

Even though I had not played for years to keep in practice and tune, I was somehow improved and had a much greater skill and communion with my 'process'.

Do you understand what this signifies to me?

The 'process' in which we are caught up, the wind that carries us, the Thought which continues, the functioning of The Design, continues as designed, even when we are not being an active and aware component of it. And especially so, if that particular plan involves some portion of a much larger event arising/coming into its planned course. It cannot be denied.

This is what you have experienced as being both 'powerless', and, at the same time, 'acquiring' more power than ever before.

The functioning of The Flower of Life is also both, dependent on our free will to partake/proceed, and independently continuing to evolve and expand despite our awareness of the 'connection'. This is the duality of the paradox which is the fuel and essence behind all of creation and existence.

This 'expansion' is the Sacred Fire ever burning; The True Light ever shining over All.

What stands between the Light and creates the shadow cast by that Light, is the prism/process. Our process is not one particular ray, nor one particular form or time. Our process of being is neither shadow or light. It is both. It is All.

The identities which are perceived by the consciousness of this process of being seem to be more shadow than Light, but that is the affect of our comprehensive process struggling to understand the intricate details of the vast process. And it is in that struggle that the field of consciousness perceives its 'self' as a local point, rather than an evolving 'process of being'. And in that confusion, and in that particular state of being, in our case as a human form on Earth, the field of consciousness adopts that local point of reference and the delusion that this form, this local point of a much greater Process, is 'We', 'I' and 'Us'.

But as your connection has clearly, and with great emphasis, declared to all who are able to grasp, 'We' IS 'Process'.

There is only matter that now concerns me and that is our understanding of what to do next.

Nothing has been abandoned as though cast away.

Everything that got you to this point of awareness in the process was the same process that 'we' are. All IS.

And some aspects of it are meant to be used as methods of achieving higher vibrations in the process for particular locales; including the process of a form as well as the transformation of the planet and the cosmos itself.

This is why I emphasize that nothing has been cast away, it has rather been absorbed into the part of the process which your fragment affects through its interaction.

The process of your field is as important to the All and creation as is gravity to the earth and the stability of the moon. All processes are vital to the One. All a crucial piece of the whole pie to make it One.

And many of these processes are factors which alter vibrations, and certain interactions between vibrations establish new frequencies and patterns which benefit the function of the Design and the process. These are what we Ancients have called 'enchantments'. And this is what we have been offering to the Process throughout our history. When one is realized, it becomes a process that you want to continue over and over, forever enchanting the creation, and that particular aspect of it, with that effort.

Cast away? Never!

We cannot cast away the process, or any part of it. We can only utilize it according to our free will.

Powerless, yet so powerful.

One, yet so many.

The heavens now shine ever brighter, and delight in your transformation, as does The All.

Goodbye my Circle.