(02-04-2009, 10:33 PM)Quantum Wrote: It seems your suggesting the poor lessor lad, being the "Karmic STS Serial Killer", is doomed to repeat the killing as a result of being attached to the killing, verses having turned his higher attention to perhaps something more majestik, such as to controlling more proficiently, thus gaining polarization?
The nature of STS is to control. If one is attached to any feeling or emotion, they are not in control, rather they are controlled.
Quote:Were he to be the more grand, seasoned and proficient STS'er , he would serial kill should he chose to, in order to control, manipulate, dominate, etc, in the effort of gaining polarity by depolarizing the other, or, and here is your key and point, be free to allow himself "not to kill' were he more powerfully able to gracefully simply terrorize mentally instead, by perhaps subjugating the other-self without the thought of killing at all but evoke the sense of same through mental terror and fear alone, were it to depolarize more the other self than the killing act?
My, you really hold STS in high regard. Perhaps my choice of the serial killer was a little too provocative. Let me say, as a brief tangent, that I do not feel that most harvestable STS entities are nearly as "evil" as this. Indeed, I think a significant number of people in the public eye, as it were, are such harvestable STS entities. In many ways, the actions of a high profile STO and STS entity might even be the same, it is the intent behind the action that makes the difference. That said, one can be certain that, given a situation where an STS entity must choose between themselves and an otherself, they will always choose themselves first. They needn't "gain polarity by depolarizing the other", although they certainly could.
Quote: ...and thus able to polarize ever more, either through serial killing, or not serial killing, but never attached to it irrespectively.
Indeed, for any highly polarized entity, the service is the focus, everything else is process, which is quite secondary.
Quote:The lessor lad of the STS is the much like the anguished serial killer portrayed so oft in the Hollywood version of the pained and tortured soul who can't help himself (trapped in his own hell - karma), whist the Higher Grander Darker STS'er is a truly darker soul who takes not so much delight in the kill as much as the mastery of the depolarization of the other, much like the "Quickening" in "The Highlander" movie, if you will forgive extending the Hollywood analogy (his heaven - karma).
A fair statement, given my caveat earlier about not needing to depolarize another in order to gain polarity for himself. I would restate slightly as "takes not so much delight in the kill as much as the mastery of the self and other self"
Quote: If one is aware by presence alone of an awakened soul serving in the STO, and that it would be hard to miss, according to Ra, then it stands to reason that it may be as hard to miss an awakened STS'er as well? But it equally stands to reason that he may be more elegant at camouflaging his proficiency much like the wolf in sheep's clothing.
I believe that both would be hard to miss, even in a crowded room. I believe that this is a part of what we refer to as "charisma". We've all met the people that are simply fun to be around, and seem always at the top of their universe. Examine these and how they use their resources and abilities and I think you will find you have quite a discerning eye.
Quote: Here comes full circle again...where I begin to lose the image of understanding or seeing the optical illusion as it begins to fade yet again: Coming back to repeat the killings as a punitive lesson in karma remains a difficult concept to grasp. It is mind bending experiment to hold it in consciousness, even if but for a moment, and yet perhaps expands understanding of the LOO as an exercise in the exercise of having done so.
Let's lose the concept of "punitive". The attachment brings back what one desires. At a metaphysical level, the real "desire" is to progress. One cannot progress with these 3D attachments, thus the Higher self, though the universe provides the opportunity to resolve the attachment. A simple case of cause and effect. "Forgiveness" or "Love" (of self and/or the otherself) breaks the bond of attachment.
Or such is my hypothesis.
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