this is so amazingly painful

[norral]

yes exactly. if i had a child with mental problems i would not keep this kind of artillery around the house. and if it was around the house no one but me could have access to it; i have a friend who has over 15 guns and is a instructor for firearms. his teenage son had no possibility of ever getting to these guns. they are kept in a safe. so the fact they were in the house and accessible to me is just plain irresponsible. sigh . but whatever the reasons for this its done . we cant undo it sadly. as a nation u would hope we would go back and examine gun ownership and how guns are handled and really get serious about it. i am not optimistic about that happening. the only reason we are even thinking about it is that the victims were little children. even the nra has shut up about this .and i am with u i dont hate or even dislike the shooter and his mom. they are human . humans do stuff that we wish they didnt do . i know i certainly do. if i look at all the stupid things i have done in this life it would fill several books ha ha. and thats if i managed to overlook a lot of stuff ha ha. life goes on. we are saddened by this but not derailed. whatever the resolution we are moving into a better world. that is unstoppable and is going to happen no matter what planned events the opposition triggers to bring us down collectively. the movement into a better world is essentially unstoppable and underailable( is that a word, spell check doesnt think so ha ha ). may we all hug our families a little closer in these day ahead and may the well being of all become more precious to all of us.

norral