Tenet, it took great courage to post your truth. You have shown to have a beautiful blue ray in there my friend.
As a person who has also suffered from despair and depression though for different reasons, I can only offer my own insights:
(1) With your respect to accepting your situation as is, I too had that belief, or the belief that I had to accept the present as the future, and I can tell you that shut down my yellow ray center. Acceptance is about the past, and the present, but you should always believe in a better future. That is what belief in your own power (even if you don't see the path), hope, and faith are all about. Those beliefs are integral in your yellow ray, as well as others.
(2) In my energy center healing journey of my orange and yellow centers, over the past 9 months, I do not know what really helped me. All I know is that I never gave up hope and the belief that my situation could change, and I simply gave that belief an opportunity to manifest in my universe by trying everything, alone, and in combination, for long periods of time in balancing my energy centers. When I say everything, I mean:
(a) roleplaying the balanced energy center traits even if I don't feel it naturally
(b) meditation
© reiki
(d) prayer
(e) psychic advice
(f) past live recollection
(g) yoga
(h) activities known to activate that energy center
(i) over the counter herbs known to stimulate that energy center
(j) making sure my posture was upright, chest out, spine and neck straight, chin up, similar to my mediation stance to help the energy flow (this helped immensely)
(k) finding reasons to believe in the balanced energy center concepts (ie, the realization about acceptance I had in the past two months that helped me unblock my yellow)
(l) asking for help in dreams
(m) not judging myself for failing or having bad beliefs but instead trying to fall in love with myself, flaws and all
(n) integrating my shadow as well as accepting negativity in others
(o) being patient - this is an integral part of faith.
(p) using the appropriate incense and oils known to stimulate that energy center
(q) using crystal therapy for my energy centers
(u) believing in positivity, that things could get better.
But I never gave up in my belief things could get better, even if I had no clue how. I still don't know what combination did it. But I found a way. And I know you will too. You just have to believe in it, and it come that much more quickly.
Much love, my brother. Peace unto you.
xise
As a person who has also suffered from despair and depression though for different reasons, I can only offer my own insights:
(1) With your respect to accepting your situation as is, I too had that belief, or the belief that I had to accept the present as the future, and I can tell you that shut down my yellow ray center. Acceptance is about the past, and the present, but you should always believe in a better future. That is what belief in your own power (even if you don't see the path), hope, and faith are all about. Those beliefs are integral in your yellow ray, as well as others.
(2) In my energy center healing journey of my orange and yellow centers, over the past 9 months, I do not know what really helped me. All I know is that I never gave up hope and the belief that my situation could change, and I simply gave that belief an opportunity to manifest in my universe by trying everything, alone, and in combination, for long periods of time in balancing my energy centers. When I say everything, I mean:
(a) roleplaying the balanced energy center traits even if I don't feel it naturally
(b) meditation
© reiki
(d) prayer
(e) psychic advice
(f) past live recollection
(g) yoga
(h) activities known to activate that energy center
(i) over the counter herbs known to stimulate that energy center
(j) making sure my posture was upright, chest out, spine and neck straight, chin up, similar to my mediation stance to help the energy flow (this helped immensely)
(k) finding reasons to believe in the balanced energy center concepts (ie, the realization about acceptance I had in the past two months that helped me unblock my yellow)
(l) asking for help in dreams
(m) not judging myself for failing or having bad beliefs but instead trying to fall in love with myself, flaws and all
(n) integrating my shadow as well as accepting negativity in others
(o) being patient - this is an integral part of faith.
(p) using the appropriate incense and oils known to stimulate that energy center
(q) using crystal therapy for my energy centers
(u) believing in positivity, that things could get better.
But I never gave up in my belief things could get better, even if I had no clue how. I still don't know what combination did it. But I found a way. And I know you will too. You just have to believe in it, and it come that much more quickly.
Much love, my brother. Peace unto you.
xise