How I Really Feel

[Brittany]

Tenet, do you happen to have some really specific points of pain in your lower back? One about halfway down your spine and another closer to your root? It really feels like you have some sort of karmic pain crystals buried there. I've pulled these crystals out of myself and one or two other people, and it seemed to really make a difference in healing capability. My guess would be that you pulled something heavy from a past life into this incarnation. You were either victimized to a level your mental complex couldn't really handle or you victimized someone else to the point it left a serious karmic imprint, then focused this incarnation almost solely on healing and balancing the karma. When I even go near these points in your field there's just a huge ripple of pain coming from them, like debris stuck in a wound.

I want to say that the emotional reactions I've had toward you on on this forum were formed from my own distortions, and I don't think you're a bad guy, nor do I feel anger toward you. I'm not guaranteeing it would help in any way, but I offer you the energy work I've done on others in similar situations, and if you ever just need someone to talk to, drop me a line anytime. Trust me, I know what it's like to invoke nasty reactions in random people, and to feel like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders, with a black sea of anxiety following you around threatening to swallow you whole.

I'm sending love your way, Brother.