How I Really Feel

[Unbound]

I know how you feel with the idea of "having an easy life", but still having your own issues and almost feeling guilty about that fact. I'm glad you took the time to come out and be honest about your feelings!

Have you tried to live in spite of that fear? "Feel the Fear and Do It Anyways"

I have scholiosis in my spine with arthritis developing, and wake up every morning with back pain and the need to crack and align my spine, as well as frequent stomach pain. I honestly still get a lot of negative, worrying thoughts, and for myself I'm learning that rather than trying to get rid of them, or to avoid them, I acknowledge them, and then act in the awareness of my own worry.

Maybe the issue is in trying to diagnose yourself as flawed, when really you are exactly as you need to be for your own growth. Maybe your lessons are about dealing with illusions of the mind.

I know you have a strong mind, and I know you can use it well. What I am curious about is, what part of your mind expresses this worry to you? Have you made any identification of it?

How do you identify with your own thoughts? Do you believe you are your thoughts, or that your state is dictated by the contents of your thoughts?