Questions about "the dark side"

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Hi all!

Hi Daniel!

I can identify with much of what you have written here. Believe it or not you might be at an advantage here as it has taken me about fifteen years to sort through all this morass of information. I will try to nutshell-ize it for you so you don't have to waste as much time.

Part of the fear- or resistance- you are feeling may be due to the awareness, on a subconscious level that none of this stuff you are researching actually matters. The "danger" you feel around these subjects is that, in investigating them, you might get drawn away from the primary purpose of your incarnation- which likely has something more to do with the expression of love and faith, rather than deep knowledge about cosmology and "conspiracies."

There is no harm in studying these things when we keep it in more of the context of "entertainment" however when it starts to feel too "intense" that is a sure sign we are losing sight of the simpler, and more important, aspects of living.

I second TN's wisdom.