12-14-2012, 09:39 AM
It's easy to get lost in a jungle of information. My advice would be put the books down, switch off your computer, go find a quiet place to sit and your answers will come to you. If you desire answers as strongly as I think you do, you need only look within.
What you're embarking on is spiritual journey. What you describe as "fear" holding you back from further studies, sounds to me like.. indecision on which way to move forward, on account of not knowing where you are. You have a spiritual compass within that will point you in the appropriate direction. Every thing you read is like a map that can take you to one place or another. With the aid of a map, you could jump in a tall ship attempt to sail across the oceans, but unless you know how to use your compass, who knows what port you might find yourself docked.
Welcome to the forum.
What you're embarking on is spiritual journey. What you describe as "fear" holding you back from further studies, sounds to me like.. indecision on which way to move forward, on account of not knowing where you are. You have a spiritual compass within that will point you in the appropriate direction. Every thing you read is like a map that can take you to one place or another. With the aid of a map, you could jump in a tall ship attempt to sail across the oceans, but unless you know how to use your compass, who knows what port you might find yourself docked.
Welcome to the forum.