12-05-2012, 03:53 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-05-2012, 03:59 AM by kanonathena.)
You have a good point. Although in my case, the connection precede the game, the game itself contains subtlety and care beyond conversation. Still since I am going all spiritual at this time, I must learn to communicate with all sincerity. That's actually why started this topic, I feel so much I need to apply subtlety into open communication. Right now I have trouble blending subtlety with openness, often caught in mind battle due to blockage.
With the other girl, we played for almost a year, later when I choose to confront, I found she had be with another guy for a month. Knowing that there is nothing I can do I chose to leave.
The thing is she wanted me to chase her, didn't respond to online conversation (when I asked in person she only gave me her MSN account). I, being very shy and not able to open because she isn't perfect girl for me, stayed within the game (a game with MSN log on and the search content for my Myspace page) until the final moment. It is very very bittersweet and unfortunate... a testimony to my blockage... lol...
I am shy because I can't bear being rejected. Now I think about it, the pain I felt after being rejected at that one time with that other girl could have caused brain death.
With the other girl, we played for almost a year, later when I choose to confront, I found she had be with another guy for a month. Knowing that there is nothing I can do I chose to leave.
The thing is she wanted me to chase her, didn't respond to online conversation (when I asked in person she only gave me her MSN account). I, being very shy and not able to open because she isn't perfect girl for me, stayed within the game (a game with MSN log on and the search content for my Myspace page) until the final moment. It is very very bittersweet and unfortunate... a testimony to my blockage... lol...
I am shy because I can't bear being rejected. Now I think about it, the pain I felt after being rejected at that one time with that other girl could have caused brain death.