02-12-2010, 11:30 AM
(02-11-2010, 08:24 PM)ahktu Wrote: Hey, great to hear from you!
I'm kind of the way with art and writing that you are with music. I feel if just one person is inspired by my pictures or words I've done my job, though at times I really feel like I should be doing more.
I know how you feel with telepathy. Sometimes I have a very hard time finding words to describe what I'm thinking, and I get frustrated that people can't just read my mind. Words seem so clumsy and vague. I also get paranoid that everyone else can sense my thoughts just because I often can sense theirs. I feel like I'm carrying an unnecessary weight around and just wish I could drop it.
Hey there!
Well, you can drop it if you really want, but... When I first was getting aware of spirit friends around me I started getting really self-conscious about stepping into the shower... Then I had a good laugh about that. The same thing with thoughts - I started observing my own thoughts more closely, and in the process got both more accepting of them and also started shedding some old destructive thought patterns. I was never good enough at reading people's minds to worry about it much in social settings, and when it does happen there it always seems to involve a lot of closeness and compassion. It has been frustrating for my husband, though...
(02-11-2010, 08:24 PM)ahktu Wrote: Reading your post has touched me, brother. Just by knowing you are out there, "doing your thing" I am inspired to keep doing mine, so thanks. I guess you did your job. :-D
Reading your story here in the wanderer's forum touched me, so you've done your job, too! Bring out the cream pastries...
And yes, thanks for reminding me that I still have work to do in freeing feminine energy. 
Tuning down the feminine energy helps in surviving as a woman in this world, but it's time to change that.