please help

[Aaron]

Hello Light. That is the exact experience I had while trying LSD - which imprinted me with this negative fractal idea. Truly, the worst experience of my life, and complete hopelessness is the final point where nothing can get worse. I have not been afraid of anything except this hopelessness ever since. If I can see the love in this hopelessness, then maybe, I'll never know fear again. The idea of knowing the ultimate fear is a great potential power in itself... a great opportunity for learning indeed.
The worst 3D can produce, as you say. The worst that has ever been created.

How did you go about and abolish the negativity from the fractal? I don't know what to do with it except accept it as the most terrible thing possible, something I have absolutely no use of, and not feed it any power beyond that.

Silly Ayadew, the fractal IS all of creation! And you can look at it both ways! Bashar says that the universe is just SLIGHTLY more positive than negative; he uses the percentages 49% neg and 51% pos arbitrarily to make the point. They say that (slightly paraphrasing here) the positive sway of the fractal is because of the choice of all entities to be able to view it as an infinite black hole of despair or as an infinite radiant sun of love. If we didn't have that choice, if we didn't have free will, the universe might be perfectly balanced, but we wouldn't be able to play about within it!

If I may make this suggestion... Sit silently, your mind as clear and blank as the deepest blue sky on a sun filled day. Just sit and feel the energy moving through you, trying nothing. Doing nothing. Being nothing. No effort. Don't try to contact anybody; don't try to lean towards the positive or banish the negative. Just sit and observe. Eventually, the natural positivity that you've been looking for within yourself will burst forth like a supernova. Almost instantly after it does, you will realize that it is your highest self's will for this to occur.

I am here if you need my help... We all are!