the incoming children - mood indigo

[Daydreamin]

Make no mistakes.......Bring4th has been a HUGE part of me understanding who I am. Example: I would love to be able to channel like Godwide and I know if I really really tried that eventually I could. But I don't feel that is part of my path. Nor am like Pickle and hanging out w/ the jin's. And while I like to think of myself as extremely knowledgeable and schollary I am not as well versed as say an Eddie or Patrick. I chose not to astral travel..........for now.

I'm glad you brought this up because I've had similar feelings. I can definitely see the teach/learning and learn/teaching (whatever those mean) between everyone. Many individuals here have inspired me and provided catalyst which helped me grasp my self-empowerment. Since very early on I wanted to attain "mystical states" with simply the use of my m/b/s complex. Later I became less naive and realized my purpose is to do this and it is not out of my reach, in fact it is my chosen path. At times I have been curious, excited and inspired by many fellow seekers. All grist for the mill. Despite any fear in my heart I know I can accomplish whatever it is I came here to do, that's the point isn't it? Anywho I'm glad yall participate in these forums. It's been a warm cyber home of sorts and crucial for my social growth.

You know what I mean eh? It's like presently I would like to try some DMT or even magic mushrooms. But I have a lifestyle these days that just doesn't really allow that

I want to astral travel........sort of. I say sort of b/c sometimes I feel like I purposely hide some things from My Self. What I mean is I purposely have chosen a harder path to 'find my Light' that I 'hid' from My Self before I came here. But there's also a deep deep feeling that this is the last time I will be here on Mother Earth so a part of me is trying to be as 'human' as possible and enjoy the 'ride.'


I also really really resonate w/ stories like norral's and Christine's b/c it's as if I 'lived' that life of one of their children and now I am coming into my own. It also helps me know I am on my path or shall I say WE are on OUR Path......Home. To the parents of these kids.....understand if you don't already that they are beyond strong willed. In fact, their 'will' cannot be broken so it's best to not try and conform them to 'fit in' w/ society b/c that's the exact opposite of what We are here to do

We are here to help show you there are different ways to live amongst each other. Now that may sound a bit conceited but that's another thing.......We have no ego or shall I say We were born w/ a very very small one. I also believe I was born w/ very little if any karma to pay off.

I have said before I feel like I have died inside and reincarnated Spiritually here w/ in the last few years. Before I did that I actually even 'felt' like the end was near for me and so what did I do? I did the few things that I would of done if I did really die and I wish'd I'd of done before I went Home. The main one was telling my adopted dad thank you for all that he has done for me. I never knew my real dad and my mom remarried. But the main thing that I wanted to before I did die was to make sure that he knew with out a doubt that I loved him from the bottom of my heart w/ every single cell of my Body in every dimension in any time or space.

Now I did not really die and I am in very very good health as well. Also, it was very scary that night it all started to turn around I guess you could say. I remember laying there at night in bed w/ my eyes closed and feeling about as low as I ever have and this crazy deep deep green color of dark green light (sort of an emerald color) just completely filling and surrounding me. The next couple days I was in my own world to say the least. I was learning how to deal w/ the fact that, "I had lost my mind" in a very very good way! And now I was making the rules and deciding how I was going to 'feel' from now on. I have detached My Self from all the b.s. and especially from fear. I don't even fear things like chemtrails anymore or any of the other conspiracy stuff. And b/c I have detached My Self from the fear of these things I know they have absolutely no effect on me what so ever.

But going through all of that did in fact make me who I am today. I am here for the truth and I won't stop until the truth is out. What truth you ask? Just 'the truth'.


But I felt like it was all coming to an end..........and it did! In a very good way! I am done w/ duality and have Graduated. Now I am a Game Master and I am spreading as much Love and Light as possible.

I wonder has anyone else out there had anything like this happen to them?



Here's a tip for any parent of one of these kids.........if you ever tell them that they can't do something watch out! B/c that will only fuel them. This is another example of how my whole life I believed more in others than they did themselves. But that's ok...........b/c We Love raising people's Spirits!



I am a very very deep thinker but I have never been the best at putting my thoughts in order on paper. So I do apologize for being nowhere near as coherent or eloquent as say when godwide is channeling.


but I do appreciate any conversation on this topic b/c it truly does help me more and more realize what or who I am.


I have to get a little work done but will be back later.


Much Love Space Brothers and Space Sisters!

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In line with the Gibran quote norral shared...

42.20 Questioner: Using the teach/learning relationship of parent to child, what type of actions would demonstrate the activation of the energy centers in sequence from red to violet?
Ra: I am Ra. This shall be the last full query of this working.

The entity, child or adult, as you call it, is not an instrument to be played. The appropriate teach/learning device of parent to child is the open-hearted beingness of the parent and the total acceptance of the beingness of the child. This will encompass whatever material the child entity has brought into the life experience in this plane.

There are two things especially important in this relationship other than the basic acceptance of the child by the parent. Firstly, the experience of whatever means the parent uses to worship and give thanksgiving to the One Infinite Creator, should if possible be shared with the child entity upon a daily basis, as you would say. Secondly, the compassion of parent to child may well be tempered by the understanding that the child entity shall learn the biases of service to others or service to self from the parental other-self. This is the reason that some discipline is appropriate in the teach/learning. This does not apply to the activation of any one energy center for each entity is unique and each relationship with self and other-self doubly unique. The guidelines given are only general for this reason.

Crazy thing just happened! Was just glancing over this quote (by the way thanks for posting) and when I read the part about the open-hearted beingness and I just a powerful thought of why I was born w/ a heart murmur! I was born w/ an open heart! To understand how I know this is real you'd have to be inside my biological bubble But what I think it really was telling me was that my son who was born w/ one as well is going to be just fine and was also born w/ an open heart perhaps! At least that's what my intuition is telling me.