11-23-2012, 06:55 PM
Beinng dishonest generally makes me feel guilty so I avoid it unless I know an honest reply could hurt someones feelings.
I cannot recall any similar situation where I was being dishonest but I have indeed tried to go through times I was dishonest myself and forgive myself.
The whole situation that has arisen from all this is something that simplybdoesn't make sense, from all the ways I have looked at it this far.
It's not pissing me off,it's just turned out in a way that has diminished all trust in myself.
The earlier conversation helped a bit in that, yet I'm still holding a passive stance to the whole thing,it's like, I'm giving up trying to understand what it all means/teaches.
I cannot recall any similar situation where I was being dishonest but I have indeed tried to go through times I was dishonest myself and forgive myself.
The whole situation that has arisen from all this is something that simplybdoesn't make sense, from all the ways I have looked at it this far.
It's not pissing me off,it's just turned out in a way that has diminished all trust in myself.
The earlier conversation helped a bit in that, yet I'm still holding a passive stance to the whole thing,it's like, I'm giving up trying to understand what it all means/teaches.