02-06-2010, 04:27 AM
Yes indeed.. many of us seem to have a great desire to control everything in our environment, me included. To litteraly take the jump of faith is a very corageous thing to do. Trust, jump, become.
I've noticed that I've been doing many different things simultaneously, never getting satisfied. Perhaps that's why the meditations were so meaningful.. just Be and trust the divine helpers, as you say..
Yesterday's meditation yielded me a few insights about myself: I was obsessed with the idea of purpose, but there was none to be found. I failed to see that I myself give myself purpose, and that the highest purpose (that of the Creator) is also my own. This was exploited heavily by my negative friend. My current mentality is about: "If I am love, then I do not need any other purpose."
I must thank him for bringing this darkness to my consciousness.
I've noticed that I've been doing many different things simultaneously, never getting satisfied. Perhaps that's why the meditations were so meaningful.. just Be and trust the divine helpers, as you say..
Yesterday's meditation yielded me a few insights about myself: I was obsessed with the idea of purpose, but there was none to be found. I failed to see that I myself give myself purpose, and that the highest purpose (that of the Creator) is also my own. This was exploited heavily by my negative friend. My current mentality is about: "If I am love, then I do not need any other purpose."
I must thank him for bringing this darkness to my consciousness.