02-06-2010, 01:43 AM
Hola, amigo.
Glad to hear that what I typed previously might of some use to you. In the "healing others" thread you were saying that healing is the most natural thing in the world, etc. That, combined with the initial post of this thread, made me wonder if you were sticking your finger in too many light sockets...as it were. [It takes one to know one.]
As I suggested there, the "Thy will will, not mine, be done" element is a crucial one for moving through such territory. It's extremely disconcerting to be in such a distressing place feeling alone. Sometimes the only way to viscerally receive assistance is to surrender the outcome to those beings whom you instinctively trust most deeply. Otherwise, simply taking refuge in higher states will eventually become insufficient.
Sometimes one reaches a point internally where one is like a horse which has grazed every blade of grass in its pasture. And sometimes one simply must trust Divine helpers to guide one through the next gate into the next pasture where the process begins afresh. It take more guts than it appears to let go and accept that sort of hidden guidance; but, sometimes, that's the only way.
Best wishes.
~p~
Glad to hear that what I typed previously might of some use to you. In the "healing others" thread you were saying that healing is the most natural thing in the world, etc. That, combined with the initial post of this thread, made me wonder if you were sticking your finger in too many light sockets...as it were. [It takes one to know one.]
As I suggested there, the "Thy will will, not mine, be done" element is a crucial one for moving through such territory. It's extremely disconcerting to be in such a distressing place feeling alone. Sometimes the only way to viscerally receive assistance is to surrender the outcome to those beings whom you instinctively trust most deeply. Otherwise, simply taking refuge in higher states will eventually become insufficient.
Sometimes one reaches a point internally where one is like a horse which has grazed every blade of grass in its pasture. And sometimes one simply must trust Divine helpers to guide one through the next gate into the next pasture where the process begins afresh. It take more guts than it appears to let go and accept that sort of hidden guidance; but, sometimes, that's the only way.
Best wishes.
~p~