Why such a close affiliation with the sun?

[Confused]

Right now thinking of Ra or the like makes me sick to my stomach.

I do not know the cause of your anger towards Ra at this point in time, GW. It is probably something that is deeply personal and private. However, let me tell you this. The probable cause of your currently cloyed emotions towards Ra and the like may be a reflection of your pain at the plight of humanity and thereby, of yourself.

17.23 Questioner: Can you tell me why you say that the Earth will be fourth density positive instead of fourth density negative since there seems to be much negativity here now?

Ra: I am Ra. The Earth seems to be negative. That is due to the quiet, shall we say, horror which is the common distortion which those good or positively oriented entities have towards the occurrences which are of your space/time present. However, those oriented and harvestable in the ways of service to others greatly outnumber those whose orientation towards service to self has become that of harvestable quality.

Stick it out, GW, please. You are a very authentic soul! Earth humanity has only itself to support itself. All the rest, such as the Confederation and the like, are only props that can come in effectively once we have laid the platform by doing the 'work' that we are supposed to do, both individually and collectively.