Why does everyone want to polarize early on?

[LastBreath]

This concept of 51%+ service to others to graduate into 4th density seems to me to have the danger of trying to force yourself to polarize service to others insincerely. Which kinda reminds me of the Christian point system where the believers do good deeds in order to get enough points to go to heaven, I saw a lot of this insincere selfish serving during my 2 year Christian walk which I eventually realized was based on a fear of going to hell. This STO thing can be kinda like the Christian good deed point system in a way except without the fear. I don't know where I'm going with this but as I was reading this post I saw a contrast with what I experienced as a Christian going to church. I'm not accusing anyone of superficially trying to serve others in order to get enough points to beat the game and graduate to 4th density, but I do think there is a danger in doing so.

I think the choice to serve others or the self will be made sincerely when the time is right and shouldn't be forced consciously. I realized that my disposition is service to others but I'm not sufficiently polarized for the 4th density, in other words I'm still learning. I also realized that the world we live in with all the wars going on, the threat of war and if you live in the U.S., the reality of an increasingly criminal/terroristic/dominating government may be a pretty good catalyst to polarize service to others, simply by recognizing that "the system" can be improved and acting upon that.

Anyone know who Jacque Fresco is? That guy is a great example of a polarized service to others entity, my world view changed forever after seeing Zeitgeist Addendum. It seems to me he saw the system flawed and corrupt as it is and used that as a catalyst to polarize and use his engineering and design skills in service to others, I really admire that man.

Just some thoughts.