11-11-2012, 12:00 AM
(11-09-2012, 02:22 AM)Avocado Wrote: Well the idea of a prolonged death was fun for me to play with and spurred a cascade of contemplation within me which is work in consciousness. It has been useful to me. "ready to pass into time/space" is not the perfect way to describe the feeling/developmental state but it was close enough to where I was able to communicate it without. Even if I'm not feeling the same thing I may feel in my death process at the end of my life I personally wouldn't call my use of that idea bullshit. I know what I feel inside me and I won't lie to myself but there is some fuzzy area and sometimes I have to make the best of the language I have even if it's not completely adequate. I guess I just don't understand what you are saying but I do understand that your view works for you but apparently not for me. Thanks for clarifying.Let me ask you this. In the context of your pain, how do you see "service"?