11-06-2012, 06:34 PM
First off, I wish to say that it is both helpful and profoundly relieving to know that there are others on this planet experiencing similar things. I am eternally grateful to have found my way here and send you all greetings of love.
I found my way to the Ra material and Law of One books by the way of reading another book. Though I do not remember the name of that book, I do remember the author briefly mentioned the Law of One books and because the name stuck with me, I looked it up. Of course I was delighted to find that the library by my house carried all of the books. Upon reading the first chapter of the first book, I felt something inside me break (in a good way) in recognition. Though I've read previous channeling material and many books on spiritual evolution, something this time, in this material, struck a nerve. Particularily the information on Wanderers.
All of my life I've felt alone, even among loved ones, and completely and utterly misunderstood. And while I have many friends and often find myself in communites of wonderful people, there has always been an underlying feeling of extreme isolation and loneliness.
My life has been a series of stumbling through a jungle, trying to find my path. Throughout the devastating lows and euphoric highs, I've always felt an inner push/pull towards some higher purpose for being here. This was only intensified upon a near-death experience (22 day coma) when I was 15. And while at 28 I'm still striving to give meaning to my life, it has been immensely helpful to remember that we are all One.
I'm only just beginning to awaken, and it doesn't make it any easier (sometimes it seems more difficult), but I'm happy to know that there IS a reason for being here and while the path of a Wanderer is often a lonely one, it helps to know that there are others out there.
Thank you.
-Jennifer
I found my way to the Ra material and Law of One books by the way of reading another book. Though I do not remember the name of that book, I do remember the author briefly mentioned the Law of One books and because the name stuck with me, I looked it up. Of course I was delighted to find that the library by my house carried all of the books. Upon reading the first chapter of the first book, I felt something inside me break (in a good way) in recognition. Though I've read previous channeling material and many books on spiritual evolution, something this time, in this material, struck a nerve. Particularily the information on Wanderers.
All of my life I've felt alone, even among loved ones, and completely and utterly misunderstood. And while I have many friends and often find myself in communites of wonderful people, there has always been an underlying feeling of extreme isolation and loneliness.
My life has been a series of stumbling through a jungle, trying to find my path. Throughout the devastating lows and euphoric highs, I've always felt an inner push/pull towards some higher purpose for being here. This was only intensified upon a near-death experience (22 day coma) when I was 15. And while at 28 I'm still striving to give meaning to my life, it has been immensely helpful to remember that we are all One.
I'm only just beginning to awaken, and it doesn't make it any easier (sometimes it seems more difficult), but I'm happy to know that there IS a reason for being here and while the path of a Wanderer is often a lonely one, it helps to know that there are others out there.
Thank you.
-Jennifer
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