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[Cyan]

There is this question in my heart/mind that I cant put my finger on.

Its not "is any of this real" because that is certainly not the real question (pun entirely intended)

Nor is it any kind of physical construct shape (I consider myself to be fully versed in the nearby local physics. distant i get the more bizzare it gets but for my "near space" i'm quite content with what i know)

ITs not the "is this the real life, is this just fantasy" emotion.

Its this abstract kind of... "wasnt there supposed to be a party, how can i have a party alone?"

Anyone else get what I mean about this?

also:

Edit: While we're at it: