(11-03-2012, 03:59 PM)drifting pages Wrote: Here is the thing, in the end of the day it is my life experience that matters not the endless stream of concepts and rules and trivia.
Right now i feel so much more of this moment then any word could ever even try to translate to.
It seems the less my head is full of stuff the more i live.
I love this part in the Gospel of Mary Magdalen that talks about not making more spiritual rules/laws up than the ones that are already there (guess, laws that we have are like the Law of One), for then we create 'sins' and become 'sinners.' Being sinners kind of limits the possibilities of experiencing life from new perspectives, or in new ways... and living spontaneously does become more of a challenge when trying to make sure I am living 'righteously."
In that process of 'seeking the truth,' I experienced this heaviness... and now in need of deconstructing beliefs that I have constructed around the need to explain my suffering and make meaning out of everything. And this process of deconstruction is actually a great learning opportunity.
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