Dreams related to the harvest

[xise]

I had dreams where I died and reviewed my life, but that prob don't count.
So what religion's eschatology is the closest to Ra's version of the harvest?

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There is definitely an aspect of cargo cult idealism or participation mystique at work in the idea of one's role in "preparing for the harvest". So much so that it begs the question if such ritualistic thinking is actually honestly thought of as means to increase polarity (i.e. by attempting to replace impure thoughts with some idea of "loving" thoughts). It's as if the idealized abstraction of polarity or compassion substitutes for the actual thing which seems like an act of desperation. And due to the vague intuition at work, I'm not sure the confusion is eventually seen for what it is because it can and will be displaced to another future sign when satisfaction/expectation is not forthcoming.

This is what I have been thinking about lately and has sort of set me in a rut. Is what I think polarizing is, correct to some degree or am I just projecting the ideal perspective of my actions and circumstances.

Ra seems to have two definitions, which are ultimately the same definition of course, about polarizing STO/STS. The often mentioned (by us) definition is defining polarization as service (to others or to self). This is obviously a correct definition.

In my opinion, it is has been significantly less helpful or guiding then the defining of the STO path as one of open green ray (and in higher dimensions, necessarily the blue ray as well), and defining the STS path as one of close green/blue but of an overpowered red/orange/yellow.

If you truly wish to understand polarization, it may be helpful to drop thinking of it in terms if service. Think of it in terms of vibrating and opening center energy centers - which as I have discussed in another thread ultimately the bet way to open activate balance and vibrate an energy center is through real life experiences.

Do you wish to polarize positively? Seek out those moments where you naturally feel your green ray and blue ray vibrate. Seek out those understanding and processings of catalyst that leave you with an open heart. It is from vibrating at those energy centers that "serving others" becomes natural. Actions of serving others without actual vibration in those energy centers does not result in significant polarization. So I think you should at first lovingly acceptance that inner voice that judges every action as STO or STS and then move into a place of clarity where we understand that polarity is of the spirit, and it is most through our energy centers that the spirit shines, and that you should find a way to open and activate your green/blue ray centers which neccessarily results in STO action toward those around you without concious direction.