*trigger* beware need advice

[Siren]

What would you do? Would you let him rot? Or would you take possibly the last opportunity you may have to confront him?

I feel like I want to confront him but at the same time - That is not an act of love. That would be outwardly displaying hate & I am very much against that. I usually regret when I act on negativity. I am just so deeply confused - as it has been with me literally as long as I can remember..

You are certainly presented with a strong catalyst. And I intuit what you seek is forgiveness. However, we wouldn't wish to persuade you. This is entirely your choice and we can only suggest you follow what feels "right" to you, whatever it may be. Given you express a state of confusion and openly ask for advice... I know this may not be the answer you are expecting, but: I highly suggest you go into a quiet place and sit in meditation for some time.

You will know what to do better than any of us.