I have no experience in these types of things, so I'm not sure how much help I can be. The only advice I could give is to meditate. Meditate on the love you feel inside. This is a very helpful affirmation for me:
"In the stillness...I feel God's love"
Picture the words in your head as you meditate, and try to feel the love boiling over inside of you, because God is within you. If you feel God's love, you are feeling the love inside of you. Also, in meditation, try to imagine a white light shield surrounding your body. As you breath in and out, the light shield pulses with love. As you feel the love boiling over inside of you, imagine your heart feeding the pulses of love so as to make the shield that much stronger. You can also ask for help from your inner guidance/higher self.
I also suggest sending love to the physic greeter. Every time you feel the hopelessness, muster up as much love as you can, and send it to the entity. Send it love for showing you a path you do not wish to take. This greeting reinforces your choice of love. Try to think of these greetings as a blessing (I know this is difficult, but try anyway), for if you overcome this with love, it can be a great learning experience. This way, you are viewing the greeting in a balanced manner and have a lesser aversion to panic.
Finally, by all means please feel comfortable expressing your feelings to us through this board. If you need to vent, know you have a community of like minded individuals who just want to help. You are loved and you are not alone.
"In the stillness...I feel God's love"
Picture the words in your head as you meditate, and try to feel the love boiling over inside of you, because God is within you. If you feel God's love, you are feeling the love inside of you. Also, in meditation, try to imagine a white light shield surrounding your body. As you breath in and out, the light shield pulses with love. As you feel the love boiling over inside of you, imagine your heart feeding the pulses of love so as to make the shield that much stronger. You can also ask for help from your inner guidance/higher self.
I also suggest sending love to the physic greeter. Every time you feel the hopelessness, muster up as much love as you can, and send it to the entity. Send it love for showing you a path you do not wish to take. This greeting reinforces your choice of love. Try to think of these greetings as a blessing (I know this is difficult, but try anyway), for if you overcome this with love, it can be a great learning experience. This way, you are viewing the greeting in a balanced manner and have a lesser aversion to panic.
Finally, by all means please feel comfortable expressing your feelings to us through this board. If you need to vent, know you have a community of like minded individuals who just want to help. You are loved and you are not alone.