Confusion, please help provide information.

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Yes, one who goes out into the world to learn from many people and teach to many people! I do see the teacher side in you. There's a lot of excitement and enthusiasm for learning/teaching. I hope you will travel to many places and share your love/light with people from all over the world and universe . Love how you said you appreciate difficult experiences and learn from them. You don't need to control them (maybe I got to your meaning wrong... did you mean like manage the emotions when things get difficult?)... love, understand, accept, and forgiveness to self and others!